I promised my cousin James that I’d stop injuring myself, but last night a lot of bad things happened (that I really don’t want to talk about) and I got out my tool and pretty much just broke my promise. He’s disappointed in me, as he has the right to be. I just don’t know how to get him to stop being upset and I don’t know how to tell him that it’s not that easy to just stop. If anyone can help me, I’d appreciate it so much.