Ok, so last night i had my friends spend the night and i had a tun of fun, but now that they went home i feel really lonely and tired [we only got 4 and a 1/2 hours of sleep] and now im pms-ing [early >:( ] and im depressed for no reason and i REALLY want to SI. 🙁 The really sad thing is that i dont think i can stop myself from SI-ing today.

I just really hate life today.

Tomarrow im going to the Kent Cornacopia Days and i dont really want to. all i want to do tomarrow is sleep in until like 2pm.  haha