I have been struggling with SI in one form or another for most of my life.  I have a hard time puting things in the right wording, but most of the time when I hurt myself and end up in the ER I don’t have any knoweldge of it.  Although I see my psychologist twice a week, I continue to have the dissociative episodes.  I wanted to know if anyone else SIs without any memory of it before or right after?