Another day of keeping to myself. I hate having to time to think. No matter how hard I try to set my mind on other things I always manage to wonder back to thinking about everything that has happened this year. I so badly long to go back to how things were, how I use to be… I feel so detached from everything. Like I’m in this fog that won’t clear up. I don’t know where to turn to and I haven’t been able to talk to anyone I know in fear that they will turn there backs on me. I’n trying to fix myself, become a better person but I don’t know where to start or if its too late to save myself.