For, going on a few years now I SI myself. I hate summer because I can’t hide it. I’ve only told one person, my closest friend. She kinda freaked when I first told her, but ever since then she just blows it off as a typical stupid emo thing. That really pissed me off. It’s weird, whenever I SI I don’t want to but I force myself to do it. The last time I SI was in March. Hopefully that will be the last time.