hi.. i just found this site an hour ago. i was reading other posts and they all seem so similar to me.. i SI… and i don’t even know why most of the time, just depression. i feel so hopeless. i thought i was stronger than this. i thought i’d be able to get over this by now. it’s been 6 or 7 monthes on and off depression. i don’t know what i can do to fix this. there’s no one who knows except my best friend, and i’ve started lieing to her about it.. telling her i’ve stopped. that nothing’s wrong anymore. i don’t want to lose her too. but it’s so lonely most of the times.. i don’t know what to do. it’s so dark sometimes.