I SIed again today. It was almost a month too. I got in a fight with my mom again over going to see my therapist. I hate going there. It might be because she made me go after screaming at me for hours when she found out about my Si issues or just because it smells like a dentist’s office. but any way i SIed. It seemed like a good idea at the time…. I’m scared now though, What if she finds out? I dont want to go through it all over again. I cant take it. I dont know why she cant see that she only makes it worse. I dont know what to do. If i have to go through another one of her screaming fits i think ill break. And if she does find out i cant even vent to my best friend because she’ll yell at me too. not as bad but still… Does any one have any advice? Plz? I feel like im falling apart
Your mother is responding the only way she knows how. You need to confront her.
Has your mother had a talk with the therapist so SHE may understand what you are going through and how to help? I know it’s difficult to go see the therapist, but you must continue. He’s there to help. And I believe they are suppose to keep your conversations confidential. Sometimes though, you might have to find another therapist you are more comfortable with. If that’s the case, discuss that with your mom and see if you can make a change. I went through 6 different therapists before I found one I could really trust.
um no she has not. that would require having to calmly talk to some one about it and im not quite sure if shes capable of doing that.
The only reason that people hate therapists is because they won’t open up to them. You have to put your heart and soul into therapy. It’s the safest place you can go, because all your secrets stay in that room, and they don’t come out. Being honest with the person you’re seeing, its probably one of the most crucial things…because they can help you. You have to want help to be helped. There is hope and there is love, it exists. Recovery is there, you just have to be honest with the people who want nothing more than to help you. That’s all it takes.
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