I SIed again today. It was almost a month too. I got in a fight with my mom again over going to see my therapist. I hate going there. It might be because she made me go after screaming at me for hours when she found out about my Si issues or just because it smells like a dentist’s office. but any way i SIed. It seemed like a good idea at the time…. I’m scared now though, What if she finds out? I dont want to go through it all over again. I cant take it. I dont know why she cant see that she only makes it worse. I dont know what to do. If i have to go through another one of her screaming fits i think ill break. And if she does find out i cant even vent to my best friend because she’ll yell at me too. not as bad but still… Does any one have any advice? Plz? I feel like im falling apart