so here’s the thing

I haven’t used today and I am shaking and seeing and hearing thins so its bad..

I am so close to si again and when i used to do it 6 months ago i couldn;t stop and i did it badly now that i have i thought things would be getting better but they are just worse. I have been trying anything to get my mind of of it but I can’t Does anyone know how I can get rid of all my problems pls..Its not like its a addiction i jus can;t stop cause I need it…

I have questions..

Am i suppose to feel this way??

Am I addicted again?

And can i ever stop this??