On Monday night, I got the idea to si again. I have been doing really good, like I hadn’t self-injured since June 5th. But I did Monday night. I hate myself for doing it too. I have no one to turn to anymore. I don’t want to tell my parents what’s going on. But I know I need help and I want it. But at 14 there’s nothing to do without your parents knowing. i’m so mad at myself. Especially because I don’t even know why I even decided to si Monday anyways.