I S.I. . . .. I HAVE FOR A LONNG TIME.. I STARTED THE SUMMER BETWEEN SIXTH AND SEVENTH GRADE AND I’M IN 9TH GRADE NOW. I STOPPEDD FOR A FEW WEEKS ABOUT AMONTH AGO AND N I GOT REALLY SICK AND WENT INTO A HOSPITAL FOR A MENTAL BREAKDOWN. ITS ADDICTING. I HAVE TO self harm OR BAD THINGS HAPPEN, MENTAL LAPSES, NIGHTMARES[LIKE THOSE ARENT NORMAL] I GET CONFUSED , I FORGET THINGS LIKE WHAT I HAD FOR BREAKFAST, OR WHERE I HAD BEEN FOR THE PAST 5 MINUTES…..IT SUCKS AND I ADMIT I NEED HELPP. I DO NOT BELEIVE IN GOD OR THERAPISTS, THEY NEVER HELPED.ONLY JUDGED. IF YOU ARE HAVING SOME OF THE SAME PROBLEMS OR THINK YOU CAN HELP, PLEASE EMAIL ME AT kaylaanngurlz@lycos.com… I NEED THE SUPPORT.BEFORE I DO SOMETHING REALLY STUPID…..and i shouldnt have to say this but please so spamming..