So i havent SI myself for months now, i started getting therapy which really helped me stop. But everyday has been a struggle.i see my scars and it is an addiction which so many people cant seem to understand. Lately my life has become more stressful and i have started thinking about SI myself again, i feel too ashamed to tell anyone because of how hurt they were when they found out about me doing it in the first place, so bringing it up again i feel will hurt them too much. Im not sure what really to do, if i should tell my family/friends how ive been feeling lately…