I hant injured lately. im proud of mysefl. but at the sam time its in my head all the time.its in my brain evry day throught out the day. its constant. i always hav that lingering in my head. even if nothing is wrong. unjuring is like an addiction and no  one seems to understand that. its always going to b a part of who i am. i have scars to remind me everyday. i dont know whats rong with me. why cant i jus get the injuring and pain and rlif fling out of my mind??