im sitting here on my bed with all my ex’s stufff that he gave me.. from a tiffanys neckalce..build a bear..his footballl sweatshirtt..pictures of him.. and our journal together.. 

we’ve been slipt up for about.. oh i dont even konw.. few months or longerr? and ive had all his stuff in my closet.. put away. and tonight i just got all f it out, and took each one of his things and held them in my hand.. and thought back to when he gave them to me.. and what was going on.. so many memories to all of them..

im balling right now): i know i should get rid of all of it so i dont have to look at it anymoree, but i cant! i still wanna hold on to him. ):