Lately all i want to do is SI. Sometimes it’s all i can think about. No matter how the day went if there was one small thing that went bad i want to do it. I thought i was getting better but lately its been more and more difficult to keep up with not doing anything. This is honestly my first time blogging about this issue for me and i really don’t know what to say all i know is i need help and i feel like for once someone is listening to me…
Yes, people are listening to you…
I have been wanting to SI too…But I cant, you know why?
Because I see that its not just hurting me but others as well…
The people I love..
You need help? Talk to me..or somebody else. Get it out there and help would find you…
even though it hasnt found me yet <3
think about.
do SI
does it make you feel better?
of course.
but guess what.
after that it hurts.
and youll wanna do it again.
which will cause problems.
think,,if someone found this out.
some people dont get that you dont have anywhere to go.
theyll label you crazy.and you dont want that.
ask for help.
talk to me:)
I kno exactly how u feel. that is exactly how i feel, all day, every day.
If u ever need some one to talk to, email me @ lovely_dead_girll22@yahoo.com
<3,
Kayla
thank you all so much. I always feel like if i want to talk about this i can’t because its so taboo around a lot of people, which of course only makes me feel worse. Thanks <3