i haven’t been able to injure.  i think it’s the pain and suffering of the whole world and close friends getting me down. which is a good thing but feels backwards. a friend of mine killed himself in january and since then things don’t feel right. i tried to SI to make myself feel better but now it hurts too much. i guess when someone that inspires you so much can’t make it in this world it makes it that much harder. i miss michael so much.. it’s impossible to forget.