I’ve tried everything to stop injuring. i just cant. it started in 7th grade and has escalated since. I will be a junior next year. I don’t know how much longer i can handle this. it’s awful. I feel so sad and helpless. I dont want to die i just want all of this pain and the constant state of anxiety to go away. Ive asked my parents for conseling but we dont have that kind of money. the conselours at school dont help at all. and then my friends. i dont want them to judge me or thing of me negativley. I hate being weak and i don’t know what to do. Please help.