so everyone who knows about me, is always telling me to keep fighting and use my coping devices and i know i need to do these things but i find that more and more i am tired of fighting the urges to injure and i dont want to fight anymore sometimes i even convinec myself that they wont care if i just stop using the coping tools altogether. the real problem is im about to be gone for 3 weeks seperate from my entire support system, and the worst part 2 of those weeks i will be with my parents, i dont know how im gonna make it through.  Any suggestions?