she, (my last psychologist) didn’t answer to the e-mail I sent to her…
…I think it is a relief but…in other way I feel angry at her…hurt by her…
I know I am being childish. why is she the person I miss the most? why is she the person that hurt me the most? why is she the only person I could really trust…? she used to make me get angry a lot…but after months instead of angry I would get really really sad after the meeting…I regret a lot that I approached so much to her
She was trying to help you find yourself…and that makes us angry sometimes. We get mad at who we are, we want better. And that’s perfectly fine. But we have to stop being mad, and accept ourselves, and learn how to change the things we can change, and leave the things we can’t change alone, and just let them be.