For almost 5 years my self injury completely consumed my life, I was pretty isolated in my own head. I haven’t hurt myself for 2 months now though, and it seems like I have a whole new life ahead of me, but I don’t know what to do with myself. I feel so lost and almost like I no longer have an identity, Where I used to be defined by my SI I now have nothing. My life is going pretty well and I’m doing well in recovery, so why do I miss my old life so much? why do I want to go back to it all?