I started to quit s.i. since at least three days ago, but it happened again. My family just makes me so mad sometime… There are times when I wish I could just leave my town, but I know I can’t, and that builds my stress so much!
If I don’t stop soon, I may have scars for a long long time…
I have scars. I’ve had family problems. We all go through pain. But we have to use it differently than hurting ourselves, because hurting yourself just makes the hurt worse for you and others around you. It’s always going to be tough, life isn’t always going to be glorious. But we have to channel our pain. Put it through a medium of good things, like talking, writing, running, drawing, and going for a walk.
You will be okay, you have everyone else here. Read through some of these posts and see how they might change or help you.
<3, rescue
Well if you don’t want the scars, TRY to stop now. I have ’em, they aren’t pretty. I’ve seriously considered running away before, just cause I couldn’t take it. But if you think about it, it really isn’t the best option. It wouldn’t do you any good, it would just make everyone worried sick about you. I can’t even count the number of times I’ve tried to stop SI. You just have to get back up and keep going forward (I have a really hard time following this, but it is what we have to do..) You’ll get through this, just stay strong and have faith in God.