Okay. I have been “si” for the past 2 years. Some days are better than otheres. It’s not like I “si” every day or anything. It’s only when I’m really hurting or somehing like that. Abouot a month ago now I si’d worse than usual. Everyone can see that injury. I wasn’t thinking when I did it because I have been “clean” for about a month before that. My dad knows about it and works with kids like that everyday. They had me on medication for it for about a year at first then I told then that I was okay so they they took me off of it. Now a year and a half later I’m back to my old habits. Everyday is a litttle but harder than the last and I told my dad that I needed halp. My friends know too. My best friend told me that I was craz because I told her that I didn’t feel it at all when I did it. I don’t feel crazy. I just feel out of control and I want help, but I metioned it to my dad he said that he was going to do something, but he hasn’t. I dont want to be the girl at school known for injuring herself again. I won’t do that again. I have no idea what I’m suppose to do right now. I wish I could say more but I have to do my English (since I am in English eeeeeeek). Please email me if you have any idea what I should do because I am so lost! deezbex12@yahoo.com
~Becca Anne~
i know exactly how you feel. everything you said just made complete sense to me. it feels good to know someone is thinking the same thing as me. no one understands me. i am lost too. i can’t live like this anymore but i don’t know what to do about this addiction.