Well, I haven’t SI’d since May 13th. It’s almost been a month. People have noticed my scars, but I just say it’s my animals. They’ll look at me suspiciously, but I’m a fantastic liar. They soon, within seconds, go, “Okay,” and continue their lives.
But, I think this may be the time it’s over. I don’t know. I keep telling myself that, but I know I’ve not had “proper” therapy. So, I imagine one day I’ll cave in to all the pressure, and do it again. But that’s not now. Right now, I’m just relieved that I’m clean today.
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My advice is just to stay strong. Obviously you’ve been able to press through for almost a month, which is amazing!! You just have to remember to take things one step at a time and dont let yourself get caught up in a bad moment. If you do, try your best to step out of the situation and relect on its true importance…too many times i find myself dwelling on things that aren’t even that important. And if opportunities for therapy arise, take advantage of them! It’s a great way to speak out about what’s going on, and people are out there who KNOW how to help sort it all out. In the meantime, stay strong! Hope does not disappoint.
Hey…I am so proud of you!! Keep up the hard work!! I know its not easy but you are doing it!! Good for you!!!
It can be over if you want it to, and it sounds to me like you do want it to. That’s great, almost 30 days! I’m at 71 currently, and I really encourage yout o keep going. I know I haven’t been blogging alot lately, I’ve been busy with studies. But it’s okay, I’m here now, and I want you to know that it does get better and that you can do this. You will overcome the struggle one day..things really do get better, and all the bad happens to us for a reason…to make us stronger. Congrats!