Alright.  I dunno what the deal is, but I CANNOT STOP MOVING. My shrink thinks it may be from the meds i’m on, but its ridiculous how jittery and fidgety i am.  I’m constantly up till 4 or even 5 in the morning, either studying or pacing my room or cleaning it.  I feel exhausted in my brain, but my body’s “off” switch is broken or something.  And it doesn’t help that it’s exam week either.  And the nightmares have come back, just to add to everything.  So, my whole, ah, stopping SIng plan has been stopped for the meantime… done SI every night since last thursday. wonderful. i dont even feel guilty about it, its my stress reliever unfortunately.  And i dont know why, but lately ive been EXTREMELY irritated, at the most random things.  All of a sudden i just get this uncontrollable urge for someone to shut up or else i’ll rip my head off.  I am seriously a hair away from completely losing it and having a major freak out and i dont know what to do, i can’t calm down, im always irritated, SI is my only solace, feel like i’ve lost God again. HELP!!!