Essence of nothing
Touches of loneliness
Emotions are harmful…
Rather than less
Never and ever
It takes everything from me
Taking care, careless
Yelling in a dream

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Crawling in my bed
While harmful dreams spread
I try to handle with the pain
With I am tied in by a chain

Should I shed tears
Or should I scream
For the sake of those endless fears
That are more than they seem

My feelings lead to madness
My eyes are lifeless
And my words are whispers
Lost in the crowd
So much… so unbearably loud.

I still crawling in bed
Alone, scared…miserable
Trying to not be absorbed
To the insanity
Fighting to be able
To overcome this melancholy