When it comes time for summer, everything goes terribly wrong for me again.  I think far too much as it is but when spring session lets out and everyone goes on vacation, the thoughts become louder.  My friends from school all go home and my friends from my hometown aren’t on break yet.  Once they are, they rarely have time for me since they have trips planned.  I never plan trips in the summer because I need to do summer session to graduate on time.  Bottom line, this isolates me and I begin S.I. again.  I try desparately to keep myself busy but that seems to make it worse somehow…  I don’t know what to do… I want fall to come quickly 🙁