Really I don’t know what is happening with me…

My maths test…well it was not extremly bad but the result was lower than the usal…The teacher got angry with me because I did the test while I was with fever… Yeah I am sick again

But this is not the problem… Thursday night I couldn’t talk. Friday and yesterday too… Always I tried to talk I started crying. I could communicate trough writing or sinals, but orally I just started crying. I tried to talk… and I said some things but I couldn’t control myself. I even didn’t know why was I crying or why I couldn’t talk.

Friday afternoon… I missed classes because first I couldn’t talk, and second because I didn’t want to see the result of my maths test…

Also…another thing I can’t understand is lately I have serious lack of memory… sometimes I didn’t remember what I did all day… others I can’t remember where am I or simple things… one classmate today asked me “so what were you saying yesterday about David Hume?” and I really didn’t know… I even don’t remember talking to her yesterday…

About talking…today I had not so many problems…yet always I try to talk I do a great effort to control myself

Really what is going on?