Right now I’m going through a very tough time, i just lost a friend.  None of my friends know what I am going through although they say they understand. It feels as if no one in this world knows or even cares. I haven’t  been as involved in SI as I used to be which is good, but the thoughts are constantly going through my head and i’m afraid that I will start again. I’ve already been a huge letdown to my parents and friends, and even myself and I don’t want to start that again because they have been so proud of me. But I just don’t know what to do. Please e-mail me if you have any suggestions at all my e-mail is awesum_smiley_girl@yahoo.com please help me someone…thanks