So… I’ve been pretty down lately but I think I might be doing something something so much worse. I’ve been injuring and it makes me feel better but I wanna stop so bad but I’m not sure I have the strength to do it… I know it’s crazy but it seems better than SI in my usual way. I’ve been going to church lately and I want to be closer to God but I have no idea how… I know I have to trust in Him but it’s hard because I haven’t been able to trust anyone all my life. Oh why, why, why does being happy have to be sooo unreachable?
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you DO have the strength! This is all about wanting to be better, and I know in your heart you do want to be better. As long as you want something, and you have the will to go for it, you can do it. Just try harder. If you believe in God, ask him for help. Pray. I do it alot, and it helps. I’ll pray for you this morning, and everyone else, too.
Be strong, and don’t doubt yourself. If you’re negative, you’ll get nowhere.
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At least you have the drive to get better! DO NOT DOUBT YOURSELF. You are strong and can get through this. Just try to think positive and focus on the good things in life, rather than the bad things. Try each night before you go to bed list three things that you are grateful for, and really mean it. And pray 🙂 You have absolutely no reason to not trust God. When you feel that no one else in your life is there for you, God will always have your back.
We’re here for you.
I have the same problem when it comes to trusting God…i don’t really have words of advice about it, but i just wanted to let you know i’m right there with ya. I’m just going through the motions right now, hoping that the trust will follow.