i got into yet another fight with my mom today. about how im a lazy ungreatful chilid who never does anything for this family and anytime they ask one small favor of me i say no. yeah that was brought on when i said i wanted to stop writing my brother’s report for him so i could go study for a test i have tomorrow. after i drove my siblings around while my mom napped. so apparently i’m a worthless nothing. cause thats something new. and i told my friend and she was like you can’t let your mom hurt your self esteem like that. and i go, what self esteem. cause i have none. and i si’d again. and now im crying, isn’t life great?
Don’t struggle in self pity. Don’t feel sorry for yourself. You’re not a victim. You’re empowered. You can withstand this. Trust me. Don’t listen to the lies others tell you, about how you’re worthless. Because none of us are. Just because you make mistakes doesn’t mean you are one. I’m struggling with the 12 step method, and this is what I have learned, and this is what I tell myself. You can get through anything, you just have to want to.
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Music,
I hear what you are saying. My mum was like that all the time with me, and I just wanted to flip out, and I did, hundreds of times! I struggle with self-pity daily, I think we all do. But, we have that choice, stay in it, or get out of it. Don’t feel sorry for yourself. Look at all that you accomplish, give yourself a pat on the back for that! You deserve it!!! 🙂 Don’t ever let anyone make you think that you do not deserve it (a pat on the back). 🙂 Keep your head up high…you won’t drown if you do that 🙂