Ugh…today has been depressing.
Does anyone else have the feeling that someone, somewhere is keeping score against you? I know how dumb that sounds, but I have the feeling like there’s some sort of ‘book’ somewhere with all my mistakes, big and small, printed in it. When I s.i. it seems like it makes up for the mistakes somehow, like i’ve committed some sort of crime against the world and the injuries are my punishment. I know that’s a rather self-centered way of viewing the universe, but there ya have it.