As you all know, my dad disappointed me through his abuse. Now, the poeple I attach to in my life and become close to, they come in and then walk out, leading me into disappointment. I’m sick of having this gaping hole in my life, and having only temporary things to fill it. I’m so close to just shattering, and so tired of disappointment.
I’m so sorry you’re going through this…you’re a strong and kind person who deserves better. I can’t even imagine what it’s like to suffer through abuse, so i won’t pretend to understand that, but i’m here for you and hoping for a better tomorrow.
Hey Rescue…
I am so sorry to see that you are upset!!! I hear you on the disappointment. Shattering is not an option, however, I know that in your heart you know that. We as survivors know only one thing…and that is to survive. We have no other option, that is what we do. Now, we just have to learn healthy ways to do it…self destruction is no longer an option. (I say self destruction because that doesn’t always mean SI.) YOU are strong and YOU will fight this, YOU need too, and YOU know that! I have so much faith in you. You are in my thoughts, don’t ever forget that.
I will pray for you!! God will help you, but you also know that.
<3 Jymes
I’m really sorry that you’re feeling this way. Please, don’t break though! Try to push through it, be a fighter and show everyone, or it doesn’t even have to be other people, maybe just yourself, that you’re strong! Just look to God for support and strength, and he will give it to you. Hang in there hon. We’re all here for you.