I feel like I am giving up on myself and feel like no one even cares!! I certainly don’t so why should anyone else. I hate the place I am in but can’t seem to get out!! SI is always there for me and helps me thru the rough times. I think about it all the time. I want this weekend to be over!!! There are too many bad memories that are in my head and I just want them to go away!!! I always think that I can do everything on my own and know it is way easier to do it with people who care, but I have to find them. Oh well….guess I’ll always feel alone.  🙁