I feel so alone right now. Its not like i can talk to anyone, and i hate it! i cant talk to my freinds (well exept one of them probaly think im a freak because I SI), my mom (she dosent even know), my dad (uhh yeah right), and stepmom(oh no!). So im really alone. and i hate it! btw the last blog that i posted was basiclly a summary! i hate having a dramatic life! the funny thing is is that my dad and step mom think im “acting out” to get more attentioon drawn to me! i already have enough as it is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was so depressed that last night i SIed. i hate feeling like thsis and that makes me feel even more depresed! i just wish i wasnt so alone……………………… :’ ‘(
I know what that’s like, you’re not alone. Trust me. I had the same problem last night. I think about my sisters alot, and sometimes feel guilty for leaving them there. [my dad’s house] But really, I had to save myself from him and his abuse. No matter what, always put yourself first. Before others are okay, you should be okay. And if you have to, reach out for help in order to get that.
You’re not alone. We’re all here for you. We know what you’re going through.
If you EVER need to talk, even if it’s just to vent, whine, etc. (I love to do both!! Lol.), email me. kate.92@sbcglobal.net
We’re here.
<3 Kate
hey thanks alot u guys! u guys are really nice and u made me feel better!
goodness gracious do i understand what you are talking about!! I know what it is like to feel like there is absolutly no one to go to, or talk to. If anyone in the world understands u, it would be me!! if you EVER need someone to talk to, you can email me at awesum_smiley_girl@yahoo.com
it sounds like we r going thru alot of similar stuff!
So remember, feel free to email me =)
I feel alone 2, maybe u can email me if u want., that way we have each other 2 talk 2. My email is ohonnahsmomma@aol.com