I feel so alone right now. Its not like i can talk to anyone, and i hate it! i cant talk to my freinds (well exept one of them probaly think im a freak because I SI), my mom (she dosent even  know), my dad (uhh yeah right), and  stepmom(oh no!). So im really alone. and i hate it! btw the last blog that i posted was basiclly a summary! i hate having a dramatic life! the funny thing is is that my dad and step mom think im “acting out” to get more attentioon drawn to me! i already have enough as it is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  i was so depressed that last night i SIed.  i hate feeling like thsis and that makes me feel even more depresed! i just wish i wasnt so alone……………………… :’ ‘(