I am really messed up right now!!! I just had a great two hour session with my therapist and told her that I have added a second form of self-injury to the picture!!! Am I ever going to get better??? I feel like crawling into a hole, not talking to anyone and turning my phone off and going into oblivion. Who cares anyway??? Most of my friends think that I no longer self-injure and I won’t tell them…it doesn’t matter!! This weekend is a really hard weekend for me too as two years ago I had tried to commit suicide and ended up in the hospital for five days!!! I am working all weekend but that still doesn’t stop me from SIing!! I feel like there is something wrong with me as I think about SI all the time!!! My therapist says I will stop…in time!! I don’t know how much more time I’ve got!!! Thanks for listening!!!