I am really messed up right now!!! I just had a great two hour session with my therapist and told her that I have added a second form of self-injury to the picture!!! Am I ever going to get better??? I feel like crawling into a hole, not talking to anyone and turning my phone off and going into oblivion. Who cares anyway??? Most of my friends think that I no longer self-injure and I won’t tell them…it doesn’t matter!! This weekend is a really hard weekend for me too as two years ago I had tried to commit suicide and ended up in the hospital for five days!!! I am working all weekend but that still doesn’t stop me from SIing!! I feel like there is something wrong with me as I think about SI all the time!!! My therapist says I will stop…in time!! I don’t know how much more time I’ve got!!! Thanks for listening!!!
Hey there!
I know how you feel, and it sucks big time!!
Eventually, you will get better in time. But you have to be absolutely determined! Some day, you’ll find something or someone that gives you that extra push.
We all go through things for a purpose. I know that sounds lame and cliche’, but we do. I’ve seen it in my own life. Your destiny is a great one. Remember that.
<3 Kate
If you need me this weekend, email me. It will be okay. Just pray, like I told yahhh.
<3, rescue