Okay, so today was pretty good. Not too much happened. Well, the middle of the day sucked, but I got over that quickly.
Good news …I haven’t SI’d since my latest injury. So..that’s good, right? Lol. There have been moments where I just wanted to. But, I have a guilty conscience, and keep seeing so many faces in my head. All of the people who love me.
I have to ask myself. Why do I do this when I KNOW there are people who care about me? I mean, how lucky am I to have such love. Sadly, though, that thought only makes me injure even more. It makes me hate myself SO much. I mean, DESPISE myself.
I know “they” say you can’t love someone else without loving yourself…but can’t I try?
Thanks for your support again. =)