Today, I celebrate 40 days of recovery! I know it’s only a baby step so far, but I’m really happy. I can’t wait until I reach 60. My friend celebrated 60 days today, and that’s a total of two months. I was so proud of her. I’ve been hungry and searching for God all day, and I got the chance to pray for almost an hour last night, it was AWESOME. Hopefully I can open back up to God like I did last night. I love that feeling.