One of my best friends told her mom that I SI this past summer and I honestly was horrible to my best friend because I was sooo angry at her for telling and I was horrible to her mom through my best friend herself because I was mad that she called my mom and told her I injure. So I just wrote a very long letter to my best friend apologizing about how I acted because I feel horrible. The only problem is she doesn’t know that I started injuring again and despite everything that I went through this past summer because I told her and my other two best friends but mainly her I wanna tell her I relapsed but I don’t know how and I know she’ll be mad and if her mom calls my mom again then I think my mom will believe her this time. But yet despite all of that I still wanna tell my best friend. Is this a good idea or no?