so last night i had a really horrible dream

i was at that party where the picture was taken (it was a sweet sixteen by the way) and the girl whose party it was, was doing candles. and everyone else at my table got a candle

and then she got up and came to me. and she said: you didn’t get a candle because you’re a ____ and no one wants you around. i didn’t even want to invite you but i had to. i don’t know why you’re still alive. no one here likes you. we’d all be so much better off without you.

then i reached in my purse, pulled out my tool, went to the bathroom and si’d.

i even si in my dreams now.