so this shouldn’t hurt that much. but it does. its just a stupid picture, but it feels like my entire world came crashing down. it just solidifies what i’ve been feeling all alone: that no one wants me. they really must not want me, you know if they waited until i wasn’t around for this. i can’t even.

they’re supposed to be like family to me, but they just treat me like crap. i can’t even breath right now. i dont even know what to think.

and its so stupid, just  a stupid picture taken months ago. it shouldn’t send my world crashing down like this. and i just si’d again. i’d been so good, a whole week this time. i feel like, i don’t even know what to feel

this shouldn’t be like this

i can’t take it