i need to find somewhere to start… maybe that is posting on here lol…

okay, a lil about myself i guess…

i am a 15 yearold boy, and i self injure. (kinda given i guess haha) i started and did it for like a month, then decided it was bad. then stopped for 25 days. then kinda gave up. that was one week ago. and i went back to it since then. but i think i need to stop. because i have 5 friends that also self-injure and i need to show them that it is possible… i have been typing up journals the last couple weeks and typed 112 pages so far, ha… i think i might make a book. but i like typing on here, cuz people can actually read this lol… this is my first post btw… ugh, okay i really need to stop, but i will stop rambling for now… thanks for listening haha, but, really… because no one ever does…