Ok… so i’m new here and kinda nervous about posting this out in public.
i’ve been doing this for basically as long as i can remember, but the things i do are usually not very extreme. I do it when i’m so angry with myself i can’t think straight. It’s pretty much the same as eating when i’m hungry–it’s just natural. I hate myself all the time, so when i get mad enough, i act upon it.
I don’t want to talk to my friends about it, but don’t like seeing “professionals” either. because all they do is stare and nod and ask weird questions. Creeps me out.