So, I’m new on here. I don’t think I’m the typical SI’er to write on here… but I found this site a couple weeks ago and thought maybe it would help.

I have been SI’ing on and off since about November I guess… sometimes I go over a month clean, sometimes only a week or so. I haven’t SI’ed recently…but I’ve had SI thoughts, as they call it on here. I always feel like I never live up to my potential; and it makes me upset. I stress out really really easily, especially about school stuff and my future.

I haven’t really told anyone, 2 people found out.. one of them I don’t talk to anymore, the other thinks I stopped ages ago.I’m not sure exactly why I’m on here, maybe to make me feel better, like I’m actually trying to do something?