It seems to me that I am not being heard. I have gone to the mental hospital and told them I was suicidal, wrote my therapist a note stateing the same, talked to mental health proffessionals to try and get help, and even ended up in the hospital for the night and finally came into town to try and get help. They put me in the hospital for the night. The next morning the mental health lady asked me if I thought I would be ok if she let me out. I said, “Well, I wouldn’t trust me.” She still let me out. I don’t know how else I can ask for help. It just seems like either they don’t care or they’re just ignorrant. I told them I was going to go jump off the mountain cliff. I tried to walk up the trail but because I am disabled I couldn’t walk all the way up. My body is too weak. Anyone have any advice? I had to go to court on Tuesday and sit in the same room as my husband. I cried the whole time. What he has done to me hurts a lot. I am to the point where I just don’t want to hurt anymore. I am so tired of hurting. I wish I was locked up so that I could get a break from life, hurt, and be safe from myself. I SI and that aslo bums me out. I have a lot on my plate and the plate is tipping in the wrong direction. Why can’t someone hear me.?