Hi, this is my first time being on this website. I found it a few months ago but was always too nervous to ever post anything. Um… I guess the reason I decided to write to day is because I am just looking for someone who might understand what Im going through.
Only a select few people around me know about me S.I’ing but the thing is… they all think I have stopped for good. Which isnt the case. I broke down last night and S.I’ed after some flashbacks. I sometimes wonder if I will ever make it one entire year without doing this.
Anyways thank you for reading, just trying to find somone out there who gets it.