i havn’t really thought about it in a long time but it think that am loved, by a lot more ppl than i thought. I had the most aweful night last night! my best guy friend took advantage of how out going and nice i am and kept getting too close to me and i didn’t like it even if i told him to stop he wouldn’t, finally i got really mad and ignored him and stayed away from him the whole night until my frinds mom came to pick us up. then when i got home i cried and cried.. i wanted to SI but i didn’t want to have more scars… so therefore i went to my journal and wrote down all the reasons that i didn’t want to SI. i had a list or two or three hundred reasons and many of the reasons were people that loved me.. so i guess i am loved by more than i thought. and i am glad i made the desision not to SI
That is sooo awesome!!! I keep trying to make lists like that. I just cannot seem to find the motivation or the desire…maybe now, hearing that it works I will. Thanks!! 🙂
Also, I am very sorry to hear about your friend. That is sooo wrong!!! I know what you mean about the feelings though. Its hard, I’ve realized especially since I have been out of high school, the whole boy and girl friendship just doesn’t seem to be so innocent anymore. Hang in there though, good for you that you didn’t SI.
My therapist won’t leave me alone. I know how you feel. I am sure you are a very lovable person. Take care of yourself, and I am proud of you for not hurting your self. A
You are loved. Very much. That’s honestly so great to hear, I’m so proud of you. I’ll be praying for you.