Ok, so i did some math, and I have around 840 more days stuck in my own horrible place. Thats 20160 hours. 1209600 minuets. 72576000 seconds. Once my times up I can wallk out of here, and NOBODY can stop me, cuz ill be legal. God, I hope I can wait that long. Just about 2.3 years. Wish me luck.
Good luck!!! May I ask why you want to get out so badly?
Haha, thanks. Yeah its fine. Its just my mom. I swear shes bipolar, and probably has anger management issues. Im not doing good in school, because of all the pressure. She got my report card, and she was upset. I swear she WANTS me to feel horrible about myself. She will come in and talk about how she REALLY thought I was doing better, and that she was so dissapointed, and she will start crying. Im just not an emotional person, and so I hide any feelings of sadness, anger, ect. and she gets mad at me for being so unresponsive. Then, I try to tell her Im sorry for it, that I dont mean it, and she BLOWS UP about how I lie to her all the time, and I dont deserve a mom as good as her, for not punishing me for my grades. Shell go out to a bar and drink then come home at like 2am drunk and go to sleep, then in the morning shes all ‘Im sorry, I dont mean it. You know I love you.’ And this happens ALL THE TIME! Im so, so sick of it and I can not wait till I can leave! I havent Sid in a week, but its really hard not to when she leaves me in the house by myself after haveing throughly frayed my emotions.
Haha, I feel better now that ive ranted some! Thanks for commenting too.