I’m feeling alone and isolated at the moment. I’m also having some impulses but luckily they are not strong. I really wish sometimes that this site had an online chat b/c I could really use someone to talk to about what I am feeling. I’d rather vent those feelings and thoughts than be stuck where I’m at with impulses to SI. I’ve been SI free since Dec. 27th and I intend on keeping that way. It doesn’t mean, however, that I don’t struggle. Tonight I am struggling — a lot. But I’ll be okay b/c time will pass and this feeling will end.