I’ve been trying to stop SI. I swear I have, but I can’t stop. I almost burst into tears the other day in class! I feel so weak and useless. I just developed an eating disorder. I ache all over and I want to quit.
I want to get this message out just in case. NEVER go to sites that encourage people to hurt themselves. Please don’t. After reading doing that, I couldn’t back away. I know stopping SI is hard and seems impossible, I know I am not even close to an okay example of a recoverer. But please. Please try your very hardest to stop.
I want a happy ending. They don’t seem to be real in my life. Thank you all for your support while I was on this site, but I think nothing will change for me. I appreciate your support more than you could know, but I most likely will not be returning here. Please, please do not look at me for an example.
Thank you again. You are all beautiful people.
-Liz
I’ve said this. You don’t think you can do it. That’s all that’s stopping you. If you honestly try, and really push yourself, you can do it. We all have faith in you, and it’s hard, but have faith in yourself. Ask others for help, just as you’ve done by posting the blog you did. Ask God for help, he always answers. You have the same abilities and right to heal, just like all of us. Don’t watch others complete the journey, go on the journey with them. With me. With all of us.